Looking in one of the courtyards in Vienna, it seems the heat pump is necessary for survival for both the cold and the heat. I even suggested in our acquisition workshop that this technology has the potential for climate change adaptation. I don’t know how this will turn out in the future, but I am sure that I know what I am doing in terms of my job.
I am the kind of person who is not really into cold weather, I always end up in chills while in the cold. I have given up opportunities to migrate in North America not because of the cold weather but due to how dysfunctional the circumstances are. Yes, the dysfunction always happen if you are not fully conscious and fully honest with yourself or with others. Often it is sad that I barely could talk heat pump to anyone, and most men are just perverts and would not take me seriously in the fight against climate change as if they are better experts and they are better at everything. It is just exhausting as if I would be happy giving up something.
Honestly, I have been quite miserable as I slowly drift away from my family’s expectations and requirements, from what I thought are my source of comfort and care. At times, I would ask myself if I am truly the problem or I just have to deal with their shadows and unconsciousness. I know I am a good person but I am not perfect, I just found things that I really love that no one within my circle of family and friends truly understood. Everything is just perceived and assumed. Nobody really cares about heat pumps or the F-gases inside but in my travels, research and exploration, I know I am doing something worthwhile.
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